wellwellwell!
holidays are here again! and this time, my grandma (paternal) and my aunt (also paternal)
came to spend this time with me. So, should i say it's a pleasure for them to be here? er..
lemme think about it. I don't wanna be mean or disrespectful or anything, but they are the
troublesome kind. They are WAY picky and TOO irritating to be true. Sometimes. haha.
I know I'm like that too (sometimes) maybe because we share the same genes (some). Heh!
But at least, I know i'm like that. They don't. Or at least, i don't know they do. haha.
Anyway, in case of anything, let me leave it at that.
But their coming gave me many opportunities to explore Sunny Singapore. My dad had been
showing them around every single day / minute. So even I had a chance to destress. haha!

Below are a list of things we did:
1) went to Marina Square, Vivo, Taka, etc. to shop around.
2) travelled to Sentosa and explored the island, took lots of pictures, went onto SkyTower,
went to the top of the Merlion, bought souvenirs
3) off to Newton Circus. Ate a lot. Grandma drank too much beer. Didn't make sense when
talking. I ate prawns and found it really good. My impression for it changed.
4) Up on the 70th Storey of Swissotel at Equinox. Enjoyed the high tea and the picture-taking
sessions + panoramic view.

so far, that's what we've done since they came (2 days ago)

What i found out:
1) That they really ain't that bad..
2) That Snapple's Pink Lemonade is DELIGHTFUL!
3) That the Sky Tower in Sentosa is worth its cost.
4) That there's a guide book for Singlish. Eeekk!
5) That my aunt is very much like me.
6) That I wanna travel around the world in future.
7) That I'm scared of many animals, even PEACOCKS!
8) That skirts doesn't necessarily mean ahlian.
9) That I like Zara again.
10) That I can't resist temptation of shopping. ;(

yeah, to tell the truth, I've gain a lot these two days. And I must admit it WAS fun. Quite.
and I also spend quite a sum which makes me rather guilty but nevermind. It doesn't harm
if it's once in a while. I hope. heeeeee! I bought a pair of skinny jeans(grey) and 3 really
pleasant top both from ZARA. A pair of 3/4 jeans from Pull & Bear. And I finally got that pair
of flats from Pedder Red!!! YAY!!! yup, that's about it. Ughh, i feel like a spendthrift. Well,
maybe i AM. But then again, i won't have much time to do this until Os are over, so it's okay,
i guess. hah!

alright, it's time to read up on the EYE chapter. :) ohyeah, did i tell you i dissected the eye?!
I can't believe i did that! I thought i'll barf. But of course i didn't. It's not that bad actually.
It's kinda fun. heehee. Esp. when you put on 2 gloves on each hand. That way, you won't have
to worry about the hygiene but you'll risk wrinkled (slightly) fingers when you take them off.
But it's an enriching experience overall. At least I know that an inverted image forms on the lens
and your brain would invert it again so you'll see the original one. Cool, eh?

Thank God for everything!

Yes, i haven't been blogging for a while. Cuz my com is too slow to afford it. And
also, im really busy nowadays. sigh. i really miss the days i could watch tv every
day after school. Then take a good nap before waking up to do a LITTLE BIT of
homework. :) hahhh!!! lovely!
well, it's different now. I have headaches almost every day, literally and subtly.
I am really stressed now. I even stayed home a few days because of this. That
means i'll have more to catch up on. Which also implies more stress to come.
UGhh.. i reallly wish this disgusting routine of mine would stop. At least, for an
innocent day! arggh! i wanna go see a psychiatrist someday. I can't handle it. really.
I feel tired of having this weird feeling. Let me try to describe it. I'll feel really
tired and depressed at the same time. If you ask me why, I'll ask you back. It's
very weird. And my neck always seem to harden. When I visited the doctor that
other time, he said it was stressed induced. He gave me some medicine. I took it.
And felt better for a few days and the tightness came back when i stopped taking
them. This is frustrating because I genuinely hope to recover from whatever illness
this is, but i don't wanna depend on medicine. They are not good for the human
body if consumed too much. Then i gave up on those medicine.
And i was asking myself why i was so desperate to find cure. I mean, I am a christian
and could always seek help through God. But i kinda felt like he wasn't there. So i
started flipping through my bible every day. It helped. Every time i read the bible, it
seems like every pain is gone. God might have simply lifted my burdens in those
moments. The thing is, after some time, I'll feel the tightness in the neck again. And
this is a struggle cuz i feel tired of everything. I feel tired of BEING tired all the time.
Tired physically and tired emotionally and spiritually.
I really wanna grow closer to God and always depend on him not only in times of need
but every other time. I don't wanna feel tired or depressed anymore. I wanna be set
free from all that's grasping onto me. I wanna have faith in God in whatever i do...

if any of you would wanna give me some advice on this. Feel free to talk to me on msn
or even here on my tagboard. Thank you and may God Bless You! :)

I didn't go to school today. Yesterday night my body felt really
tight and my heart was in pain (a bit) so i decided to stay home
today and rest. Yeah, i feel better now. :)
So.. i didn't do much today. Just lazed around. Tried on my new
clothes. Read a bit of Bio then felt really sleepy. -.- Chat(ted) with
people. Many asked me how i was gonna spend my Valentine's
Day. and all of which i've answered " just like any other day ".
haha. The sad thing is that i cant even go out tomorrow cuz of
Drama! OMG! so annoying. But i've already prepared what im
gonnagive you all tomorrow! But it's SECRET! heh. So see yall
in school. Hope i can make it to sch tomorrow. O_o

OMG! Haven't been updating. Sorry about that. Was VERY BUSY~
hahaha. Just came back from art practice lesson. So exhausted.
Mr ong taught me the conventional way of painting like those you
learn in some academy or something. haha. You'll have to paint the
base colour of the dark portions first, then touch up on it. It's kind of
time-consuming. But i guess it's quite effective. QUITE. hahahhas.

oh yeah, and i have to tell you what happened to me when i disappeared.
alright.. nothing much. Just studied and studied again. and oh! have you
been to the new mall called 'SOHO at Central'? It's nice. It's near/at
Clarke Quay. haha/. Went with Lydia after watching Pickle King (quite
an interesting drama). WOW! There are LOTS of CLOTHES. But on that
day i couldn't get anythign cuz i didn't bring money. Went with Mum the
next day and bought this blue dress. It's knee-length with some flower
pattern on it. REALLY NICE! ( yes, i know you're jealous) , a shirt, and
a bag which i have been bringing to school ever since. Yay! so happy!

blahblahblah./ and i finally got back my chinese results! My hands were
shaking when i was doing the math test before getting my results. And
Ms Tay told us to continue next week. OMG. i think my words were wavy
and crooked. and when i got to the conference room, i saw most people
already tearing away. After a while, found myself tearing too. Maybe cuz
of the stress and fear of getting a lousy grade. That atmosphere was
unforgettable. :
and so i got it back. An A2. Then i started crying all over again. Don't know
for what cuz i really thought i would get B4 or below and have to drop higher
chi but in the end, i didnt have to, so i was crying with relief and gratefulness
that God had led my way. But on the other hand, i was angry with myself for
not studyign hard enough for it. I remember saying that i don't care about cuz
it was quite hard to concentrate then partly cuz EOYS were over and the next
day, i was setting off to NewZealand already, so i kinda played most of the time.
And now, i regret. ARGHH! Sometimes, i hate myself for being complacent and
not getting my priorities straight. And this is what i get. But i think God wants
to alert me through this and thank God i got it! I will not slack as much
anymore, i'll work my .... head off!

AND then after that, we went to Discovery Center where i didnt discover
anything at all. -.- only that the popcorn there is SUPERB! ahha. I ate them
in spite of my ulcer. heh. ouch! IT's KILLING ME!

Then at night, went to Fairfield Methodist Church to watch a choir group sing.
It was sort of like a musical or something. Real nice too. :)
And touching cuz they are orphans from Taiwan. One girl was sharing with us
how she became an orphan and how God took care of her and her family. She
was crying at the same time. I wanted to cry too but didnt dare to. heh. I
am going to set up an orphanage just like that in future. It really touched my
heart. And the best part is that they dont even look like orphans. They were
all smiling and laughing. Besides their nice clothes, there's something different
from other orphans. It's the joy in them that is luminous and contagious.
The peace they have it them that brings peace in others. I appreciate it a lot.
I appreciate the fact that they are in such plight, however, still continue to
praise God for his grace. I feel really guilty always askign for things and
sometimes forgetting to thank God for what i already have. So from now on,
I will give thanks no matter what... <3 I LOVE YOU LORD!

heyy everyone. I know i havent been updating my blog, and i apologize for that. :)
School's so busy nowadays. With SOO MUCH HOMEWORK and SO LITTLE TIME.
This makes it even more stressful. And the fact that mid-years are in April, just
makes me wanna drop everything and give this hectic schedule a break. OMG! I'm
soooo stressed!!!! Sometimes i keep doubting myself. That i cant handle anything and
and everything!.... sighh.. but i know it's no use. Cuz I've gotta do what i've gotta do.
Sometimes, we can choose, and sometimes we cant. This is the time we (or I) can't,
so might as well just enjoy this period ... O_o

Anyway, went for art today. MrOng went through our last year's prep work and final
painting with us. OMG! So embarrassing! He put everyone's painting in front of us and
we could all see each other's paintings!!! Mine was HORRIBLE VEGE-TABLEEEE!!!!
OMGOMG!!! i think i need a lot more practice than the others. Okay, let's not talk
about the past. :) heh. So.. he went on talking about our coursework and prep work for
this year. OMGOSH! I have no idea what to do! (oops!) I mean, I haven't decided on
what i should do. YET>. :P Hope i can make up my mind sooon, or else, i'm definitely
gonna die for Os.!!! like, REALLY!

UGHH! so then i showed him my UGLY portrait (painting) and he said it was OKAY (...)
and told me to finish up the background. ARGHH! i don't feel like painting anymore. I
am sick of it. Anyway, after that, chessa walked me to the bus stop. It was raining
persian kittens and golden retrievers!!! My phone was soaked. My bag was soaked.
My shoes were soaked. MY WHOLE BODY WAS WET! OMG! i felt soooo freakin'
uncomfortable, sticky all over. But it was... fun. i mean, walking in the rain and all. With
occasional lightning strikes and feeling scared. We were laughing the whole journey. It was
hilarious!!!!!!!!!!! hahahaha! yay! That brightened me up a bit after such a tiresome day. and Chessa got to throw away her Mcfly poster cos it was soggy and torn. awww..........

so yeah, that's about it. I came home. Had dinner, discovered that there weren't any spaces
left for MrLow's tuition. Got angry at my dad for procrastinating and not informing him
earlier this week when he had had a few slots. But i forgive him... Afterall, i could've done
that myself. So yeah, I just think it's stubborn to stay angry over this....

mhm.. I'm going off now. It may be dunno-how-many days before i'll post again. Don't miss
me. And don't be angry if put my blog into a near-abandoned situation. heeeeeees/.
whatever that means. okay, CIAO! <3

heyy everyone! It's really good to be back here. OMG! I miss my
room and everything!!! hahah! I'm so excited, but i don't know why.
hahas. Hong Kong's really cold now. Compared to singapore, it's like
a refrigerator and a desert. hahaha. okay, i give weird similes.

ANYWAY, sorry for not going for the reunion today. I HAD to finish
up my homework. I still have a lot more to do. Hope i'll make it in
time. Same for those who haven't finish theirs. hees. :)

OMG! today's a really weird day. I think i still have to get use to life
here. It's like a couldnt get the hang of things. First, the wire on my
braces cut into my lip and it bled. Then, I don't know why, but i cried
a lot. Maybe cuz I pity my lip for having an ULTRA BIG ulcer and
now, another Pierce-Through and also cuz i still miss my relatives and
friends in hongkong. I had lumped them into one massive emotion which
exploded then and there. but no worries. I recovered. And then at night,
when we came back from vivocity, the lightbulb in my room literally
broke off and that gave me a bad scare cuz there were fire droplets
(whatever you call it) falling off from it. OMG and at the same time, it
short circuited the whole house.

but oh wells, i guess things will be back to normal soon. teeheee! :) i hope.
O_o so yeah, that's about the whole day. oh no, school reopens next wed
and im definitely not prepared!

and oh yeah, i bought you guys some souvenirs. Hope y'all like it! !!!
seeya for now! cheers!

Novelle
poonmeiwai
spoon/spoony/spoonoi
1st April '91
mgs
1i'04
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